I’m Tired

I’m tired. 

I’m tired of the same old same old.
I’m tired of the same situations.
I’m tired of the same places.
I’m tired of the same people.
Not the ones I love, but the ones who bring no joy to my life. 

I’m tired.

I’m tired of the same circumstances.
I’m tired of the same scenarios.
I’m tired of the same relationships.
If only I had a magic wand to change all of this. 

But, I am the magic wand.
I do have the power.
I have the power to change it all.
I have the power to brighten up life’s dullness.
I have the power to be alive and present.
I have the power to experience happiness. 

So I’m going to dig deep.
Deep within my core,
deep within my soul,
deep within my heart.
And release everything that is holding me back.

But until then, I’m tired.