“Stagnation, the state of not flowing or moving. A lack of activity, growth, or development.” – Dictionary.com
Sometimes it seems as if nothing in my life is changing. It feels like I’m in the same position that I was in years ago. It feels as if I haven’t fully embraced the change that I desperately want to experience. It’s like I’ve been recycling moments that have occurred in the past on several occasions.
I sit in solitude and ask myself repeatedly, how can I take a step forward? A step forward into feeling less alone, uncertain, doubtful, lost, misunderstood, and even fearful.
This is how I was feeling a few weeks ago. I took some time to myself and reflected on my life. Now, I can confidently say I think I’ve finally found the answers that I’ve been longing for.
During my meditation, I dug deep within myself to have a clear understanding of who I am. I reflected on the things that have been working in my favor and what is no longer serving me. I thought about where I am now in life and envisioned the man that I want to become.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this excited in a while. Excited about starting a new chapter in my life. A chapter in which I am testing my faith and following my intuition. I’m excited about where my life is heading. I’m excited about the mental clarity that I’ve been receiving. I’m excited about facing my fears head on and letting go of unhealthy attachments. I’m excited about elevating to the highest degree.
If you’ve been following my journey, you’d know that it took me a while to get to this point. I’ve faced many setbacks, disappointments, and fears. In this moment, I can finally say, I’ve made it! I’ve made it to a point in which I’m ready to conquer all of my dreams. I’m ready to live the life that I could only imagine. I’m ready to reach my full potential. I’m ready to accomplish my ultimate goal of success.
There’s nothing or no one that I will let get in the way. I’m putting my best foot forward with my head held high. I will prevail. I will win. I will not get set back anymore. I’m ready for this next chapter!